I have serious pregnancy-envy. Not in a bad way cause it's my friends who are announcing their conception news. I am most definitely over-the-moon happy for them and I'm excited to see their bellies grow. But whenever I hear of a new pregnancy I remember mine and I am reminded that I miss being pregnant. I really do love pregnancy. Even right after I had both of my kiddos, despite all the drama and trauma, I missed my belly and their little kicks and wiggles and mostly that feeling of having them all to myself.
I fear that I will always feel this way. That I will always want to be pregnant; that I will never be sure I am done having babies, even when I am done.
Maybe I should seek the help of a therapist?
Or maybe I should just get pregnant? Just one more time.
If only it were that easy. For me.